Post by Dr. Pamela Isley - Poison Ivy on Jul 23, 2019 23:49:42 GMT
Time always seemed to pass so slowly here, each minute passing at a snail's pace. It was almost enough to drive her mad - but Pamela Isley certainly hadn't been driven mad, at least not yet, which was the entire point of her appointment today. She was equal parts looking forward to it and frustrated by it - it was absolutely appalling to suggest that she needed a mental health evaluation. Perhaps it was fair that she'd been moody and easily upset during her stay at the hospital, but who wouldn't be upset by what she'd gone through?
It wasn't merely being attacked by Dr. Woodrue, it was also the stubborn insistence of the doctors to make every attempt to cleanse the poison now flowing through her blood from her system in spite of the fact that that she feels perfectly fine. It has been clear to her for months that, whatever her professor had done to her, it was stable and well incorporated into her system. Which meant that there was absolutely nothing that they could do for her - Dr. Woodrue's work was absolutely beyond a mere medical doctor to understand. So she was quite eager to return home so that she could examine her bloodwork herself and figure out what to do about it.
But she couldn't do that until she was released from the clutches of these so-called experts who were still arguing amongst themselves about exactly what was 'wrong' with her and what to do about it. When she finally got fed up with it and threatened to simply sign whatever paperwork she needed to in order to just leave they played their last card to keep hold of her - she 'needed to be looked at by a mental health expert' and 'might be a danger to herself or others'. Which was thoroughly insulting! But fine, she would let them evaluate her and when they came back with nothing then they would be out of excuses and she could leave whether they liked it or not.
Only that's when they switched to delaying tactics - the mental health staff at the hospital were apparently very short-staffed and she would have to wait. This was completely unacceptable to her, so she'd made it so perfectly clear how she felt about it until they came up with another solution: they'd bring in someone from another agency - now why didn't they think of that to begin with? Idiots! One of the nurses had either attempted to impress her or warn her - she hadn't paid enough attention to discern which - about how this new psychiatrist was coming in from the asylum so she would get her appointment today. That sounded fine to her - someone who had dealt with people who were actually crazy would easily see that she wasn't one of them, and perhaps she would even be out of here this evening.
Her hospital room was naturally plain and sterile, as all hospital rooms are, though most people who had to stay as long as she has usually do something to personalize it - photos from home or something like that. She hadn't bothered with any of that. But she did have her parents bring a number of essentials from home - her makeup and hair equipment so that she could make sure that she was as presentable as she should be, some proper clothing - nothing too fancy as her main concern was comfort but the casual sweatsuit she was wearing was not a cheap brand, and of course her cellphone and laptop so that she doesn't go crazy with boredom and try to kill herself.
When someone came to the door, she didn't look up from her laptop as she reflexively said, "Come in." But her eyes remained glued to the computer screen as she put the finishing touches on the post to her social media account she'd been working on to kill the last few minutes before her appointment. But her fingers flew over the keyboard for only a moment more before she sent the message, and only then did her emerald green eyes leave her laptop and shift to see who exactly she'd invited in as she folded the computer and set it on the table. As she had no reason to be in bed, she was instead sitting in one of the two chairs placed next to the window - a pathetically small window in her view, but it was big enough for both chairs and a small table in between to be placed right up against it at the back of the hospital room.
It wasn't merely being attacked by Dr. Woodrue, it was also the stubborn insistence of the doctors to make every attempt to cleanse the poison now flowing through her blood from her system in spite of the fact that that she feels perfectly fine. It has been clear to her for months that, whatever her professor had done to her, it was stable and well incorporated into her system. Which meant that there was absolutely nothing that they could do for her - Dr. Woodrue's work was absolutely beyond a mere medical doctor to understand. So she was quite eager to return home so that she could examine her bloodwork herself and figure out what to do about it.
But she couldn't do that until she was released from the clutches of these so-called experts who were still arguing amongst themselves about exactly what was 'wrong' with her and what to do about it. When she finally got fed up with it and threatened to simply sign whatever paperwork she needed to in order to just leave they played their last card to keep hold of her - she 'needed to be looked at by a mental health expert' and 'might be a danger to herself or others'. Which was thoroughly insulting! But fine, she would let them evaluate her and when they came back with nothing then they would be out of excuses and she could leave whether they liked it or not.
Only that's when they switched to delaying tactics - the mental health staff at the hospital were apparently very short-staffed and she would have to wait. This was completely unacceptable to her, so she'd made it so perfectly clear how she felt about it until they came up with another solution: they'd bring in someone from another agency - now why didn't they think of that to begin with? Idiots! One of the nurses had either attempted to impress her or warn her - she hadn't paid enough attention to discern which - about how this new psychiatrist was coming in from the asylum so she would get her appointment today. That sounded fine to her - someone who had dealt with people who were actually crazy would easily see that she wasn't one of them, and perhaps she would even be out of here this evening.
Her hospital room was naturally plain and sterile, as all hospital rooms are, though most people who had to stay as long as she has usually do something to personalize it - photos from home or something like that. She hadn't bothered with any of that. But she did have her parents bring a number of essentials from home - her makeup and hair equipment so that she could make sure that she was as presentable as she should be, some proper clothing - nothing too fancy as her main concern was comfort but the casual sweatsuit she was wearing was not a cheap brand, and of course her cellphone and laptop so that she doesn't go crazy with boredom and try to kill herself.
When someone came to the door, she didn't look up from her laptop as she reflexively said, "Come in." But her eyes remained glued to the computer screen as she put the finishing touches on the post to her social media account she'd been working on to kill the last few minutes before her appointment. But her fingers flew over the keyboard for only a moment more before she sent the message, and only then did her emerald green eyes leave her laptop and shift to see who exactly she'd invited in as she folded the computer and set it on the table. As she had no reason to be in bed, she was instead sitting in one of the two chairs placed next to the window - a pathetically small window in her view, but it was big enough for both chairs and a small table in between to be placed right up against it at the back of the hospital room.